these violent delights have violent ends.

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |1:20 PM

wow. only 2 days here. and twin is already whining, complaining and crying on the phone with mum. telling her she wants to go home. sigh. susah la hidup gini. susah haty. cmne. haha. funniest thing happened, we were riding the bike yest, and twin was riding and i sat behind. we need to corner, i said brake. and she rammed like fuck and we hit the side a wall and she bleed. stupid kan. HAHAHAHAHAH. AND 1 MORE. HAHAHA. AN OLD LADY HERE, A RELATIVE OF MINE, ASK ME TO MARRY A GIRL THERE. hahahahahahaha!! that nenek eyes very good la. im a girl. dong. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA. we laugh like fuck. lol. disgusting thing everr happeen, last sat when i wanted to go surabaya to fetch twin, i need to take an 8 hours ship to there. a guy as old as daddy, ask for my number. fish me with sweet talks and ciggies and ask me to go clubbing with him that night. cheebs. Me: cewek sini cantik2 ngak ? HIM: eehh bagus sekali. ada minggu lepas gadiss nya joget separuh bogel. me: *smiles* heee. *turn around* sial laaa. turn off ok. pikir aku ape . da la aku cm jantan kau nk ajak lagy gi club. kau pikir dapat pe nk pakai aku. cb. hahahahaha . fucker. and sis keep whining idk what to do. anyways mummy coming next wednesday and we going out of this island on the next day and going on a holiday and go shopppingggg! *smiles* and alot say i look skinny when they saw my pic. haix. im not that skinny. and my hair is not so short. k la short la. k byeeee. misses and kisses to everyone. mwah.

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |6:06 PM

3 more daysss and twin is here. cant wait. ok da. k byee~ miss midah alot. dada

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |2:30 PM

hellooo people. today is already tuesday and 5 more days till twin comes and spend the rest of the month with me. huhu. im missing my mummy and granny already. i miss reena and fad. sigh. and and today had training and later going riding2 la. nothing to do kan. so boring. haiyaa. my relative, zet, is the only one that sticks to me all the way. baik ah lu eh. haha. and yeaaaa im so bored laa. ok. and get well soon ok handsome. fever cannot go out. haha. must stay at home ajee. cannot go party. chik, today got party kan! hurhur. and and i wanna go asap la k bye~

teringat zaman nyp. ;(

Labels: misses

PERFECT GETAWAY TO DIE

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |12:09 PM

i cut my hair! -,- and its short. fucking short. really short. lol. i caught a fever. and its really bad. i spent my day yest lying on the bed crying for home. no la i never cry.i just wanna go back home. sigh. tried to control myself and dont get sick. i was shivering like fuck and all i think of is home.......... emo nye sayer. hahahahahah. crawl to moma. lol. maybe i smoke too much ey. the ciggss here are all over the place. the house im staying here has cartons of cigg and all i did is take one. and one. and one. lol. plus the weather is very hot. and my fever is getting worse i think.

twin is only coming here next week. feel so fucking long. i have to take an eight hour ship from this island to the city area. cibai. mati sak aku gini mcm. 8 hours on that ship do whattttttttttt. =.= fishh. brother kental la kau cheebs kau tinggalkan aku solang2 kat sini. babi. kalau kat sini ade chicks tkpe. yg ganteng tkde yg chantek pon tkde. yg ganteng tu aku aje laaa. tsk. haha . weird stares from the guys and cheeky smiles from the girls made me go GAHHHHHHHH. cb!

anyway happy adv birthday to Wawa Belo and Bert. Tayang kamu.

i keep looking at photos in my handphone and it made me think of people back home . i wanna go home. fuck fuck fuck. i think i lose weight. A LOT LOT. and i wanna color my hair la. huhu. i didnt have appetite here. food sometimes like fuck. can you imagine a dead bug on your food. cheebai. i throw curses and i know daddy heard it. LOL. when i get back home, i will eat like a pig. ok done.

i miss all my sexy babies. and Seha da tunang la seh. huhu. ^^ and i misssssssss Adinda ;(
i miss nenek. i dont miss atok. i miss ibu and ayah and sis and twin.i dont miss brother. he suck.
i miss WW i misss mariaaaaaa ;D i miss meh. :)) i miss everyone la. i miss camp!hhuhuhuu~

okok dah dah. will come back online when i have the chance. DADAAAAA. ;DDDDDDD

Labels: REMOTE ISLAND CIBAI

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |5:30 PM

well its the 4th day and im already missing all the people from the island of singa. LOL. reporting from an island far far away and BROTHER AND DAD GOING HOME TMR. WHAT THE FUCK. brother kental jubo aku kenee stay sini sorg2. cibai. sak uhhh. sedeh sial. and twin is only coming on the 13th. haix. so sedeh. i ride a bike here. like nobody's business. asap here like im some kind of paparazzi. haha. anyways im going to be back on the 28th. LAMBAT SIAL. TSK . I MISS EVERYONE ALREADY. OK BYE. WILL COME BACK ONLINE SOOOOONNNNESTTT.

RENNY! I MISS YOU ADINDA! SEHA, HAIYA KENTOT! , MARIAA, MISS YOU JUGAKK.

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |8:57 PM

i had fun today. went to cuz's house and we ate and jokeed around. Theres Marie Abdul, Ajid Monteiro, Risha J-Tokio, Fadh J-Tokio, Fariz J-Tokio and my siblings. We had SUPER fun. LOL. hahaha. gonna miss them. MIDAH join us too. Hehehehe! she took for us vids. haiyaaaaaaa. wicked la the video. anyways, this is going to be my last post. IM GOING TO SLEEP AFTER THIS. IM GOING OVERSEAS FOR A MONTH. LIKE CB LIKE THAT. BUT I WILL LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT. MISS ME. CAUSE I KNOW I WILL MISS SPORE. SO BAD. and and. I will miss my close ones like hell la kan. and i know this girl knows im going to miss her very very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SIGH. rabakkk la bby. but she wont know shes the one. maybe she thinks she is but then i have a lot of girls right, so, hey, yes you. im gonna miss you damn bad laaaaaaaaaaaa. OK BYE. see you on the 29th ;D

adinda

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |1:37 PM

im getting ready to go my relative's place. MIDAH SLEEPOVER. HUHU. and midah is putting make up all over my face now. wtf. -.- kk. I MISS RENNY

RAHMAN.TSK.

Everybody in Love, Put Ur hands UP!!!

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |8:20 PM

You know you need someone
When the need is so strong
When they're gone you don't know how to go on
So the whole world is stuck in a moment
Standing still until they come back
You accept that they've got things to do
But sometimes in the end there's nothing left for you
If hurt is missing your baby
I've done too much of it lately

And even when we mad,
and say we're through
Deep inside you feel the same way I do
Might as well turn around and just end this
Cause it's harder tryin' to stay mad
I could tell you that you can't stay here
Knowing just as soon as you disappear
That I'll be missing you baby
Soon as you get up and you walk away

Girl: Hey, you look sweet eh. like mat salleh.
Shank:*in my mind* IM SO FREAKING TAN AND IM NOT WHITE. LOL.

today my day is so mundane. Renny and Sehaa who has been accompanying me. HEEE.
and Yan keeps asking me weird stuff. omg. why are you wasting your time. sigh~

Labels: Renn

happy hari raya

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |10:22 PM

so today i stayed at home and meh came to give me the wrong jacket-.- tsk. you ah! anyways, chill around and we watched happy tree friends. damn violent sia the movie wtf. tsk tsk. and we camwhored. giler sia. hahahaha. and then we talked and yea, we are good. no hard feelings no whatever. happy tree friends. huahua. now no more monthsary. now got friendship dayyyy. lol. babi. and then she went home. and i went to met Ketot and her friend Celak. WEIRD NAMES LA BUDAK2 SKRG. HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Then chilled awhile and went home. bought stuffs with dad and bro at ShankShiong segala untuk saya. Hehehe. And then off to Shop&Save and then to COLDSTORAGE CAUSEWAYPOINT. WHERE IS ALL THE WHOLE FREAKING CHICKS? ALL SOLD AWAY. -.- TSK.

MakChicks: Adik carik ape dik dari tadi?
Me: Ayam cik. 2 ekor ayam. Ade tk?
MakChicks: *SPONTANEOUSLY* Ayam da terbanggggg. Hari Raya dik, da habes.
Me&Bro: Alamakkkkkkk!

We went everywhere. CHEEEBSS. im already missing the sexy babes. gah.

Im going away in 3 days time. Somewhere far without connections. No internets. Pft. And my facebook is gonna be dead. My tagged is gonna be down. And im gonna miss the fun. Haaaaa. But i will have a longer time together with my brother. I will teach him how to find and woo chicks. His gf is not pretty ok. TSK. I will style up his hair so that we look like brothers . xDDDD I will teach him to be independent. And i will teach him to do smoke rings ;DD . Bonding with siblings is great. Only that sometimes he sucked. But i still love him. We will be back healthy and strong! *kening naik2* I will teach him to be powerful and strong. And i will learn to be brave and strong myself. Since im a little bit chicken myself of supernaturals and whatever. But im not afraid of the dark like some people do. *points at chikin* and im not scary cat like some people *looks at Meh* . Hahahaha. Take Care.

and Happy Hari Raya AidilAdha.

Labels: Meh Family

IM TRYING TO PUT YOU TO BED.

<$BlogDateHeaderDate$> |11:49 AM

well. yest i rushed to bishan to give back the silat card. -.- and without enuff sleep. sigh. and then met WW. and then met Massie and Haiya along the way to OneFullerton. And i camwhored like hell with WW's cam. So we went to Starbucks and Dee wanted t go home alr. So left Renny and Ean aje. Hahaa. So we hang around and yeah then renny went home . and WW, Ean and me went to farrer park. and bought LG. and ate at Komalaaaaaaaa. LOL Saya tau aawak mandy pakai shampoo! LOL. and then had fun. So yea, fun day. heh.

hope today can meet ryan and lola. and meh too. selamat pagi cinta!
and theres this one guy at camp whos been callin me and textin me and says he likes me. oh goddd. no no not one. two. eh no, three. whats with them?!

AND ONLY 3 DAYS LEFT BEFORE IM GONE!

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